I did tons of prep for PMM and frankly, for the last two years, all I've been doing is healing and letting go of limiting and harmful beliefs. Money dwindled to zero and less during this period.
Yesterday, on Day 1 of PMM I was bombarded by more lack, people pleaser, and guilt beliefs that I thought I had already released over the last two years. Day 2 is just more of this releasing. I'm utilizing the Psalms because they are superbly effective and quick. And yes... they WORKED!
I'm doing well internally - becoming more and more powerful by the day - and yet the external changes (money specifically) don't seem to manifest. I'm only on Day 2 only, so this is definitely not a complaint, but it is a question about when the letting go finally ends and the money starts to finally flow and how to change my mindset where necessary.
I'm going to do PMM regardless of whether any money comes through or not because it's making me powerful and focused... BUT it would really really be nice if meaningful amounts of cash actually started to flow toward me.
Here's a bit more about the last 30 hours or so: In addition to doing ALL of the PMM homework, I became more committed to a healthy diet and my weight loss plan, treated sleeping and dining time as sacred in my own fashion, continued to tidy the parts of my home that I've not had time to attend to because of an upcoming move out of country, started on a simple exercise plan, and helped a couple of friends in need.
I am doing the Prosperity Psalm practice with Ariel for the 6 day period as well.
I manifested a free lunch and payments from existing clients... which was great... but... haha... I'm ready for big bucks.