Friday is the New Moon. This PMM cycle is basically over as of tonight. In my mind i have already moved on. W ill continue with the meditations as a formality; afaic the PMM cycle is already done.
Reflecting on what i learned this month.
I got daily premonitions and took notes on the PMM experience as well as the PMM itself. Paced the exercises and compared them with Crowley's technical libri from Thelema. I understand the ritual work better from doing the PMM drills over a complete cycle.
Had daily realizations from the New Moon to the Full. For the first 2 weeks, tarot card readers were absolutely plastering me with confirmations and they all said pretty much the same thing to the point many of them were pulling the same cards.
I now realize i should have stuck to my guns more and not given so much attention to readers. My main general takeaway from this PMM cycle is that the ritual magician leads while the diviner follows. It's a bad idea to rely on tarot readers and other divinations when you're doing ritual work. They don't so much guide you as confirm what you're doing. What YOU do in ritual influences what THEY see, not the other way around.
Starting the PMM on the eclipse gave my work a real kick. Eclipse work is very powerful; i got the effect of 1 PMM cycles on the eclipse alone. Week 1 and 2 exercises were potent. There was a HUGE energy buildup in that time, but the night after the Full Moon the power connection got cut, it was very obvious that the power i was raising went out of the ritual right after the Full Moon.
Since then it's been very quiet. The 3rd week exercises felt like i was going through the motions. They had no discernible effect, but i persisted.
As far as manifestations go, little happened as far as money goes. I did receive a check 2 days ago which was scheduled to me from this time last year, so it's not related to the PMM and i don't count it as a manifestation. Regardless, i'm grateful for everything i receive and i bless this and all money as good.
It was an interesting and informative experience and a good lead-in to future work. I'll probably do PMM again in the future in a modified form.
Blessed be.