Intuition is not a scary thing. It's a time between you and your inner guide. Your guide wouldn't hurt you for any reason, so it was more than likely something like you tweaked your back.Think of intuition as a gentle voice urging you through "hunches." Nothing frightening at all.
Thank you, Ariel. I guess I have a lot of fear under the surface (which makes me think once I'm done here I will do the Dark Magic course, which makes me nervous but it seems like i should investigate things here; or maybe BAM again first and then Dark Magic). I had a really scary dream last night that I actually remembered (bc it woke me up). I had a dream that I somehow had accidentally murdered a child (not my child). I'm not sure how, but I was filled with fear and sadness. I was looking for a diaper for the child and the authorities pursuing me told me there was no point bc the little boy was gone. I think I had abducted this child in my dream? It was frightening, so much so I had to get up in the middle of the night and check on my own babies. I read some dream dictionary stuff and thought either, I am trying to kill certain thoughtforms/patterns that my inner child had adopted or something like that. But I also read some correlations that this fortells a disaster in business. My next attraction spell is for success in my side hustle...is this a bad sign? Do I put the spell off, or is that even more of a reason to do it bc I will need the positive energy? I'm not sure why all my efforts to become more intuitive are frightening to me (probably something to do with my grandmother who was a Rosicrucian but was also schizophrenic; I was terrified of her as a child) but it seems like something I need to investigate within myself. Thank you for your thoughts. Blessed Be.
I had a question about increasing my intuition. I tend to feel very grounded and very connected to my lower chakras, but when it gets to the blue at my throat and above (esp crown chakra) I am just not as strong at connecting with the energy. I know I need to increase my intuition to be successful at astral travel (a topic I have been interested; albeit very uneducated about, since I was quite young). I hardly ever remember my dreams, but I'm working hard to connect more here (and I know it will help me with my young children, and being a more patient mother is a big goal of mine). I think one of the reasons I am so disconnected from my intuition is fear. I am afraid of what I will find...although I know myself pretty well, I am a bit of a scaredy cat when it comes to certain things. In any past experiences with connecting with other spirits/teachers, they've come in physical form (animals) or the experiences have been auditory. I can't detect auras or anything like that; I usually just get a certain sense of things. Well, I've been doing meditations to increase my intuition, and last night as I was falling asleep, I felt a sharp jab in my back. I thought it was one of my children waking me up bc they had a nightmare, but this was much more aggressive. But when I rolled over nothing was there. I told my deep mind, "deep mind, dont touch me like that, it scares me. I want to be more intuitive but not like that." I put myself back in my orb and went to sleep. This morning my back is not bruised but it HURTS. I dont want to be overly superstitious....maybe I just had a charley horse in my back? I likely will do a banishing spell to banish my fears about becoming more intuititive. What do you think...am I being silly? Or is something trying to get my attention? Thank you & BB.
I just wanted to say, I am also taking part in this course, after I followed you Ariel through AWP and WBB. I took PMM some rounds and started AYC in Febuary. I cant do one week in real time. It takes me a little longer to build routines and so I am a little slower. But I love it so far and started my astral travel excercises today. It was overwhelming and I want do share it with you, if I may.
I felt something like i smacking sound, like a "plopp" when i lifted up. It was like it was a sound to validate that I am on the astral. My "higher" wasnt´t higher in the sense to really move upward but it felt like i was hovering about 20 cm above my seat and watching the surrounding room to change. I tried to move to higher levels but my spirit animal touched my shoulder and pressed me down again. The third time, I thought, I wanted to geht a little higher and it looked like i was watching a movie in high speed. My dogs who are long gone came in, my grandmother who also crossed over in the ninetees, took my head in her hands an gave me some really apreciated and desperately needed advice. Wow! I liked that and hope, I am not moving in the wrong direction with this. I am also practicing shamanic traveling and it felt somehow alike.
I am often someone to doubt if I am doing things right. But I will join you on the witchy wednesdays practice.
Intuition is not a scary thing. It's a time between you and your inner guide. Your guide wouldn't hurt you for any reason, so it was more than likely something like you tweaked your back. Think of intuition as a gentle voice urging you through "hunches." Nothing frightening at all.
I had a question about increasing my intuition. I tend to feel very grounded and very connected to my lower chakras, but when it gets to the blue at my throat and above (esp crown chakra) I am just not as strong at connecting with the energy. I know I need to increase my intuition to be successful at astral travel (a topic I have been interested; albeit very uneducated about, since I was quite young). I hardly ever remember my dreams, but I'm working hard to connect more here (and I know it will help me with my young children, and being a more patient mother is a big goal of mine). I think one of the reasons I am so disconnected from my intuition is fear. I am afraid of what I will find...although I know myself pretty well, I am a bit of a scaredy cat when it comes to certain things. In any past experiences with connecting with other spirits/teachers, they've come in physical form (animals) or the experiences have been auditory. I can't detect auras or anything like that; I usually just get a certain sense of things. Well, I've been doing meditations to increase my intuition, and last night as I was falling asleep, I felt a sharp jab in my back. I thought it was one of my children waking me up bc they had a nightmare, but this was much more aggressive. But when I rolled over nothing was there. I told my deep mind, "deep mind, dont touch me like that, it scares me. I want to be more intuitive but not like that." I put myself back in my orb and went to sleep. This morning my back is not bruised but it HURTS. I dont want to be overly superstitious....maybe I just had a charley horse in my back? I likely will do a banishing spell to banish my fears about becoming more intuititive. What do you think...am I being silly? Or is something trying to get my attention? Thank you & BB.
It sounds like you are doing very well, @Rhiannons! Taking longer on each lesson is wonderful! BB
Hi everyone,
I just wanted to say, I am also taking part in this course, after I followed you Ariel through AWP and WBB. I took PMM some rounds and started AYC in Febuary. I cant do one week in real time. It takes me a little longer to build routines and so I am a little slower. But I love it so far and started my astral travel excercises today. It was overwhelming and I want do share it with you, if I may.
I felt something like i smacking sound, like a "plopp" when i lifted up. It was like it was a sound to validate that I am on the astral. My "higher" wasnt´t higher in the sense to really move upward but it felt like i was hovering about 20 cm above my seat and watching the surrounding room to change. I tried to move to higher levels but my spirit animal touched my shoulder and pressed me down again. The third time, I thought, I wanted to geht a little higher and it looked like i was watching a movie in high speed. My dogs who are long gone came in, my grandmother who also crossed over in the ninetees, took my head in her hands an gave me some really apreciated and desperately needed advice. Wow! I liked that and hope, I am not moving in the wrong direction with this. I am also practicing shamanic traveling and it felt somehow alike.
I am often someone to doubt if I am doing things right. But I will join you on the witchy wednesdays practice.
Lots of love and blessings!
Rhiannon
Ooh. great idea!! Yes, let's do some astral travel classes on Witchy Wednesdays.
In this lesson you mentioned that back in the day your teacher set up some excercises for astral travelling. I wondered if you could that for us now?