Sorry for the length of this post, but apart from this forum there are no people who can help me so I ask for your understanding and thank you for the time you spend reading it.
I have commenced my adventure with psalm magick 1.5 months ago, however the practical results I have so far experienced are rather meager and disconcerting. In the process I have vastly expanded my psychic powers, started dreaming way more meaningful and symbolic dreams and have connected with archangel Raphael for all of which I am deeply grateful, but when it comes to mundane matters there is basically no improvement or movement in any direction whatsoever despite me trying to alternate between various 'main goals' of my psalmic practice every 2 weeks to make sure it's not my goals that are impossible at the moment. Before starting psalm magick I have tried petitioning various catholic saints (saint Jude, saint Expedite and saint Rita) and after asking saint Rita for the intercession I have received a job offer, guess what it was a job that was 'half-legal' and would potentially get me into legal problems had I attempted to undertake it.
For the past 2 years I have been really struggling to find employment commensurate with my education and professional experiences. In the process I have only managed to go through a streak of deeply disappointing part-time gigs always feeling I was just a teeny-tiny step away from reaching my cherished dreams, like being 3rd person on a list when they needed 2 people and situations of such kind. There was a lot of self-blame and negativity involved, but I have underwent a profound mental transformation after starting with psalm magick.
Getting to the point, I do feel that if my psalmic practice won't come to fruition in the reasonable future I may not have enough conviction to continue with it and can possibly slide back to being on the edge all the time, which I would really prefer to avoid. I am really at a loss as per what I may be doing wrong, I remember praying one single psalm 1 year ago and it worked almost immediately, however now despite putting almost 2 months of concerted and conscientious efforts into my daily routine the results are in no way materializing. I truly need to manifest at least some minor thing to keep me going. Lastly, due to my conservative surroundings at the moment any spells/practice need to stay as low-key as they come.
Please do share any advices/ideas you may have,
Thank you and blessed be